Thread 2: AND THEN SHIT HAPPENS (goodncreepy)

[stalkerwithacap]

[aaah, the wonders of waking up with a massive emotional headache.
Gold will just...untangle himself as quietly as he can, throw on some clothes, grab some coffee from yesterday and... sit. At his kitchen table and wonder when he turned into such an idiot (the answer would probably be at 11)]

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[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[And this fellow will just continue to sleep, hugging a pillow in place.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[still drinking his coffee and now he's mostly thinking that Ears is going to kill him. The rest's too much to think about right now.
Turning to take a look at N, and he really really hopes what happened last night has helped in a way because if he's put himself in serious shit he'd rather at least have it be worth it.
... at least he seems to be sleeping peacefully. His frown will ease just a little]

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[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[Sleeeeping peacefully. Yep.]

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[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[Scratch scratch on your front door. His way of knocking welp.]

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[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[... oh fuck.
This is when he mentally kicks himself for not having showered yet (though something tells him it wouldn't change much), and he shortly contemplates saying something like "I'll open if you promise you won't maim me" but he's pretty sure that would lead to his door being kicked off its hinges.
...
let's just open this door]

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[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[Opening the door and doing his best to look you in the eye]

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[He tilts his head only slightly in confusion. His nose is slightly frozen, but it's picking up something but he's more concerned getting the sleeping girls inside. But...he peers at your expression. He senses your distress.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[... what, no claws yet? He'll open the door a bit more]
.... thanks for taking care of them...
... can we talk?

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[He's not liking his tone at all. He's sneering.]

What happened.

[Flat. To the point. A little scary.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[He'll pick up the girls first and put them on the sofa--a matter of five seconds. Then he'll close the door behind you.
... dear god how to say this? He'd try being tactful, but... no need to fuel any anger more than necessary]

We... got a little out of hand.

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[He's twitching his ear and nose, now wiping his nose with his claws. He's not even sure what he's looking for. Blood? Scent? ...Changes? ]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[sigh, but he's a bit more... sure of himself? Not exactly, but he's not withdrawing anymore. For better or for worse it happened and he did it for a reason. Trying to deny it or minimise it now would be pointless and stupid and go against the very reason he did it]

We were talking... he was going on about letting himself die or something so I tried to convince him that he could get better, that he deserved better...
... he kissed me.

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[Wrong word choice because he doesn't believe you right now.]

After being slapped by Yellow?

[He slaps at his nose, it's warming up now, his senses coming back]

N [snort] wouldn't let himself die weakly or in vain, either.

[Twitch twitch]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

Not "in vain". "After". If I understood him right.
... and yeah. After that. _{Still can't believe she did that...}

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[And he scurries past you in a flash.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[He has half a mind to tell you "don't wake him", but you're always careful with N anyway. Waiting for shit to come down]

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[He...doesn't know what to do. He's quivering with emotion. He felt fine to leave N alone with these...people. Yet these things keep happening whenever he does. Maybe it's apart of N's father's training still in his system to keep him out of all harms way... keep him 'pure' but... he still felt something he couldn't registered. He was so urged to wake him.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

_{... Just let him sleep for now. He needs it.}

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[So he steps away, and out of the room. For whatever reason he feels violated and feels very angry about it. His ears are folded back, his fur is sticking up and he's glaring at you. All of this easily translates to WHY?]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

... He wanted to.
<sub>And I... I wanted it too, at the time. Couldn't stand seeing him like this.

[somewhat weaker voice] I care about him.</sub>

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[Same expression, same silence. He's listening.]

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[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

He kissed me, and I just--couldn't push him away. I'd had enough of hearing him say his life wasn't worth it... that there was nothing for him... Tired of seeing him get hurt [thinking of yellow]...

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

He said he wanted to feel. If that's what it took to make him want to try and be happy... I just couldn't walk away on him.

[goodncreepy.livejournal.com]

[Head.butt In the gut.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[OUCH. He'll catch himself on the wall and brace himself for anything else. He's not going to hit back, but he won't let himself just be hit because he is not guilty. He refuses to feel guilty, because that would mean what happened meant nothing]