We were just--talking. And he was going on about his life being all written ahead anyway and how it was useless and sounding like he'd just do it and let go or something... Made me mad, so I tried to convince him he could do better, that fighting was better than letting them step over you even if you lost- And out of nowhere he kissed me. Guess I had it coming, must've sounded pretty carpe diem back there, I don't even remember what I said.
And it just-- went downhill from there I guess. Couldn't make myself push him away. Wanted to show him some things in life were fucking worth it, or- I don't even know anymore.
[somehow he manages to hold them off, but his voice is raw] I just wanted to give him a bit of happiness. And now Ears probably hates me and-- Fuck it's not like I have tons of friends I just can't lose these two.
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Well, don't hold it in, spit.
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[No he leans back in his chair.]
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[sigh]
He's the one who kissed me.
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I'm a fucking idiot.
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Made me mad, so I tried to convince him he could do better, that fighting was better than letting them step over you even if you lost-
And out of nowhere he kissed me. Guess I had it coming, must've sounded pretty carpe diem back there, I don't even remember what I said.
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I don't even know anymore.
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1/2
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I just wanted to give him a bit of happiness. And now Ears probably hates me and--
Fuck it's not like I have tons of friends I just can't lose these two.
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Sorry.
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He just left or did something happen before he left? How did he react?
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[bitter chuckle]
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