Thread 3: because the island has a sense of humor he'd rather do without (mr_neutral)

[stalkerwithacap]

[He's standing in front of a certain beach house, with a package in his hands]

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[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

[Blink blink]... so it was a serious stupid this time?

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[bitter chuckle] Yeah you can say it like that.

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

[He rests his chin in the palms of his hands, looking at you.]

Well, don't hold it in, spit.

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

... not sure you really want the details.

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

Go ahead.
[No he leans back in his chair.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

_{...I had sex with him.}

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

[Bewildered expression is a go.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[awkward silence is go]

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

...But didn't like...the other week you saw him as a kid?

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

I did. Shit happened-
[sigh]
_{He's the one who kissed me.}

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

[He's biting his tongue on this one. He almost said something sharp.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[sigh]
_{I'm a fucking idiot.}

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

What the hell happened?

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

We were just--talking. And he was going on about his life being all written ahead anyway and how it was useless and sounding like he'd just do it and let go or something...
Made me mad, so I tried to convince him he could do better, that fighting was better than letting them step over you even if you lost-
And out of nowhere he kissed me. Guess I had it coming, must've sounded pretty carpe diem back there, I don't even remember what I said.

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

[This face.]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

And it just-- went downhill from there I guess. Couldn't make myself push him away. Wanted to show him some things in life were fucking worth it, or-
_{I don't even know anymore.}

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

Yeah that's...pretty stupid. What happened afterward then?

1/2

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[little snort] I'll spare you the details. Anyway the next morning Ears turned up. Somehow he didn't kill me and then N woke up and they left.

2/2

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[and he's not crying, but with the way his chest is working it's not too far from it]

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

[That puts him on edge. Instead of saying anything or even moving he waits for them. He's bracing]

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[somehow he manages to hold them off, but his voice is raw]
I just wanted to give him a bit of happiness. And now Ears probably hates me and--
Fuck it's not like I have tons of friends I just can't lose these two.

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

Wait wait you need to calm down a second.

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

[trying to breathe deeply]
Sorry.

[mr-neutral.livejournal.com]

No, don't apologize. Just iron this out here first.

He just left or did something happen before he left? How did he react?

[stalkerwithacap.livejournal.com]

Just- got dressed, thanked me and left.
[bitter chuckle]